Wednesday, 19 August 2009

You Can't Go Back

From outside, the shopping complex appeared plain. A textured grey surface coated the exterior walls. The large centre doors were a darker grey that appeared to move if you looked at them for too long. The parking lot was full of cars and a small carnival had popped up there in the last few days. Even the local radio station seemed to have taken an interest in this place in a very short period of time.
Chrissy hadn’t heard of the place opening. She was walking by when she noticed the smell of cooking food wafting on the breeze and echoes of the radio announcer’s nasal voice carrying across the car park. “Oh, my God.” Her nose wrinkled in distaste for the large structure immediately. As she shaded her eyes from the midmorning sun, she wondered if the inside looked as repulsive as the outside.

“The largest building with the most steel used on the interior of its kind in the country has been built right here in…” the location was marred by the wine of feedback, “and there’ll be more to come in this great city of ours in the next year or so.” The radio announcer’s voice boomed across the car park.

“Great.” She muttered pushing back strands of her blond hair from her face, “More hideous buildings.”

“When does it open?” one voice asked nearby.

“In a few minutes.” A voice replied to first voice’s friend.

“Cool, I’m staying all day.”

‘I’ll stay to have a quick look around then I’m goin’ home.’ She thought, ‘This place is creepy.’

Suddenly, the carnival stopped. Everyone emptied the rides and moved towards the darker grey doors of the complex. The music of the radio station was turned off with a loud ‘zap’. People surrounded Chrissy looking at the tall dark doors like obedient children. They waited for them to open in silence. This made the hairs on the back of her neck stand up; she quickly rubbed them down as she looked around herself uneasily. Her discomfort caused her to wonder if it was only her; or did everyone else feel this way too.

Slowly the doors began to slide away from the centre of the building. She waited to hear a grinding sound, but all that was heard was the sound of the wind and a few plovers crying overhead. Then she heard the unmistakable sound of people marching. In an eerie silence, the people walked in the same direction. Chrissy was pushed along by some people behind her whose gaze was transfixed upon the interior of the building – even though the doors weren’t fully open as yet. The whole action reminded of her of the film called ‘Metropolis’ where the slaves were walking down the huge halls as one. As the crowd surrounding her nudge, jostled and shoved her in the direction of the building, she felt panic well in her gut and it tighten into a knot. There was something about that place she didn’t like. What it was, she didn’t know. But the discomfort was evident. Every person seemed to hold their breath until they were inside. As suddenly as they had gathered at the doors, the crowd dispersed. Each was going in their own direction as though they were programmed. Chrissy stood outside a café looking around at the interior that boasted huge amounts of steel. The entire interior of the place glistened with all kinds of things made from steel. Staircases, lifts, fountains, shop-fronts, escalators, there wasn’t anything left untouched by the creator of this monstrosity.

“The toilets are probably made from the stuff.” She commented to herself as she turned to the café and took a seat at an all-steel table and chairs. Her stomach still felt knotted up though. She looked around, wondering what it could be that was making her feel terrible. Music echoed through the place like a ghost’s song. People milled around going from shop to shop looking at items like it were Garden City or the Myer Centre. Some were buying, others putting stuff on lay-by. But still there was something that bothered her about this place. The waitress attended to her and quickly took down her order on her metal-backed notepad. Dressed in black, she turned and walked away leaving Chrissy to her thoughts. She looked around again: “There is still something wrong. I just can’t place it.” She whispered.

“I think so too.” A voice said next to her.

Looking up with a start, the blonde blushed a little before replying: “You’re feeling sick too? There’s something not right here and you can’t put your finger on it?”

Nodding the waitress placed the frothy cup of hot liquid on the table, “Mind if I sit down?” when Chrissy gestured to the chair next to her, the girl quickly sat on the edge of it. “I have just started working here; and just being here for the last few hours has put me on edge.”

“It could be nerves with you.”

The girl shook her head making her glossy black hair shimmer: “No, I had to be trained to be here while the last finishing touches were being put on. Strange stuff has been going on then. Sometimes I heard screaming. And once I saw a body bag out the back in one of the industrial bins.”

At this, the Chrissy stopped spooning sugar into her coffee and stirred it slowly: “A body bag?”

“Yeah. And I told my boss. He asked me to show him; and when I did, we found it was gone.” She glanced down at her hands. They were shaking badly as she picked at bitten nails. “I’m tellin’ ya, there’s something wrong here.”

“What could have been moved after you saw it?”

“That’s not all.” The girl said. “I started receiving spooky phone calls and e-mails too. Death threats saying that if I quit, they’d kill me.”

“They’re hiding something big.” Chrissy looked around the place then her gaze rested on the mezzanine level where management were situated. “I’m not all that comfortable here.” She picked up her cup, blew at the froth on the top and started to take a sip.

The waitress’ hand covered the edge quickly as she yanked the cup out of her hands; spilling it across the table. The hot brown liquid splattered across the table they sat at, dribbled over the edge, onto the other two chairs, then onto the floor. The cup teetered on the edge of the table for a moment as though to decide whether or not to stay where it was, then it finally overbalanced and shattered on the floor. “I’m so sorry, how clumsy of me.” She gasped as she quickly crouched and started to pick up the pieces. Putting the curved pieces into the largest piece, she glanced up at her only customer: “It would have killed you painfully. I have seen it happen before.” She pretended to bump her: “I’d get out while the doors are still unlocked; while you can. I can’t leave now that they’ve got me.”

“But-“

The young woman glowered at her: “Go!” then she stood and left, winding her way through the shining maze of tables and chairs. Chrissy tried to get her attention again, but she ignored her. There was what was wrong. Why hadn’t she noticed it before?

Chrissy looked around and realised, all the employees in the shops all wore black; like they belonged to some kind of club. She began to walk towards the doors and felt that the waitress was right. She was becoming a prisoner; but for what reason she couldn’t quit figure. That was still eluding her.

In the near silence, a loud noise from the management level of the centre made her start. Turning slowly, she found a large group of people running along the balcony. All of them were coming from one particular room. She watched in amazement as approximately twenty people were shoving others out of their way to get away first. Their thundering footsteps echoed around the place as they all turned left and half-stumbled down the stairs. Some people were shoved over the railings, falling, hurting themselves; but getting up and pushing themselves to go on. The ones who didn’t get up fast enough were trampled underfoot. Chrissy was standing near the doors – close enough for them to open – when the commotion started. She wanted to run. She wanted to open the doors. She wanted to do many things, but moving out of the way of the stampede was something she found she couldn’t do. It was like she was a doe hypnotised by a set of headlights. Finally somebody grabbed her and yanked her out of the way; just in time as well. The main front-runners slammed into the doors screaming for them to open. They dragged their fingernails down the grey shiny surface. Many pounded upon them, only to have them shudder. The little black box at the top blinked red and green madly; but the doors had been locked. Panic welled in her gut. Sweat popped out on her all over. Chrissy didn’t know what to do. She wondered who had grabbed her, and found that it was the waitress; but she never got to thank her. She was on the floor convulsing. Her skin had turned a ghostly white; her black hair was withered like old leaves. The colours of her eyes were the things that really stuck with her for the rest of her life. They were devoid of colour. The iris had shrivelled to a pinprick and her nails were grey. With her eyes wide, Chrissy fought to keep down her breakfast. She took as deep a breath as her body would allow and pushed herself up. Slipped, fell. Got back up again, slipped again. This time, she only needed her hand to regain her balance. She joined the mad, scary mob. This time, though, she was part of them. She wanted to get out as much as they did. She grabbed at their shirts, and jackets and yanked them out of her way until she came to the doors.

Jamming her fingers into the centre join, she worked at getting them apart. The other people understood what she was trying to do. As fruitless as it may be, she had to try. She could see a slit of the outside. Glinting, shining, glaring. She wished so much to get out there. Sweat beaded on her forehead, slid down the sides of her face and soaked her underarms. Suddenly, a hand grabbed her elbow. Hot pain shot up her bicep to her shoulder. Chrissy collapsed to her knees, as she turned; but kept one hand on the floor firmly keeping herself mostly upright. Looking up, she saw a tall, dark slim figure. It was dressed in a long black gown. She saw only its face was white. Skin was pulled tightly over its skeleton. Black glistening eyes – bottomless and unfeeling – glared into her face. Tears blurred her vision as she tried to pull out of its grip, but the hold became harder. As soon as her tears touched her skin, she felt them lift. Like chewing gum, they stretched toward the dark figure. With growing terror, Chrissy watched as the mouth of this creature stretched open. No teeth showed, and no remorse. This creature didn’t stop. With a deafening roar, her sweat, her tears, her body’s moisture was sucked up by this creature. She witnessed her skin changing from its usual peach colour to a ghostly white pigment. It was horrible and memorable at the same time. But anger replaced the horror and the shock. She gritted her teeth and with the last of her strength, she pulled herself free of this creature. But instead of running, she fell. The last of her reserves had been spent, in the right way too. She didn’t want to die. Collapsing to the slate floor, she hit the side of her head, stunning herself. She new the creature would hang about waiting for her to get up again so it could finish the job. But with wheezing, gulping breaths she stayed down. She stared across the gleaming floor where others were suffocating. Some went peacefully; others struggled. The shadow slipped away from her side. Looking at where it stood, Chrissy waited. Another body slammed down next to her. She looked up and saw another creature. It only looked at its victim as they died. Watching to make sure they’ve done the job right. She was horrified by it. The person next to her convulsed violently; as though struggling to live again, but unable to. She waited until the creature had turned and moved away before taking a deep, wheezing breath and pushed herself to her feet. This action nearly caused her to pass out; but she pushed herself to keep going. Staggering slightly, she made her way to a water cooler. It had to have water in it… her whole existence depended upon it. She grabbed the square top and depressed the button. To her delight, water did expel from it. It soaked her skin and face first. Then, she tipped her head forward to wet her hair. But to her horror, her long honey locks had turned into grey/white lengths of rope and cord. She cried dryly and looked back at the black creatures. But not for very long, as she quickly turned back to the cooler and drank huge mouthfuls of the water. The first one that hit her stomach almost came back up as cramps grabbed at her. But after that, they stayed down. Glancing at the creatures, she saw that two of them had noticed her at the cooler. They were slowly making their way to her to finish her off.

Chrissy froze. She felt cornered as she frantically looked in every direction but found all the shops had closed up. She searched quickly as she shuffled along the wall knowing that she was dead if they got a hold of her again. Pushing the cords of her hair back behind puckered ears, she began to shove the panic down and think. Sweat oozed from her dried pores and made its way down her face and tickled her back. She didn’t have much time to get away as they slowly made their way toward her. Without a clue where to go, Chrissy ran. The black-gowned creatures followed her; their need for her body’s moisture was at the top of their list. And they’d stop at nothing to get it. Down the frozen escalators, and along the silent ghost town of a shopping complex, she ran finding that all the shops where closed up. All accept one. A liquor shop still had its doors open. She had an idea when she bolted inside to the startled clerk who’s head jerked up from reading a book.

“What the…?” his eyes were wide with fear as his book flopped to the floor and he stumbled back against the second cash register. “Please don’t take me. I didn’t say anything about you guys.”

“So you know.” She point to him as her voice came out old and hoarse. “You know what they are.”

Nodding, tears streamed down his cheeks. “Yes. I know what they do.”

“You know their weak point then.”

“I can’t tell you.” He groaned wishing he could take his eyes from her, but found he couldn’t, “I’m dead for just seeing you.”

“You think I care.” She walked to the counter and slammed hers hands on it. “Give me the back door key. I know you have it.”

“But…”

“You’re dead for talking to me… as you said.” She whispered.

Looking past her shoulder, he quickly pressed a button behind the counter and doors slammed down from the top of the entrance. Fumbling with the keys, he shook. Finally, he gave up and pulled up the only yellow-tabbed one. “It’s this one.” He handed it to her. “God, I’m glad to die for this. I’m sick of their control.”

“Good.” She said as she snatched the bunch of keys from his hand. “Thank you.”

“Don’t.” he muttered as he half turned: “Now get out of here so I can play the decoy.”

Running out the back, she dodged the pallets of booze that were still wrapped in plastic and past the humming of the large fridge. Finally, she came to the back door and tried the key. Fortunately, the key he gave her was a true fit. She turned it and door creaked as she shoved it open. Then, just before she closed, she snapped it right at the lock mechanism; slicing her hand a bit. It was something she hadn’t noticed until later. Looking first to her left then her right, she decided a left turned was good and took it. About five metres down the grey hall, she heard a bashing from the door, it made her break into a run until a stitch ached in her right side. She tried most of the doors, but all were locked. At this point, she was beginning to panic when a door to her right swung opened and a white hand was offered to her. Chrissy hesitate as the door from the liquor store smashed against the wall tearing it off its hinges. Glancing down where the creatures came from, she looked at the hand again. A face appeared from the shadows. It was a human face. White as snow. A guy and he didn’t say a word, just looked at her. She took his hand and he pulled her into a room and slammed the door. Darkness enveloped her. A lock slid across as the loud punches were conducted on the other side of the door. Wincing at the echoes, Chrissy put her hands over her ears. She didn’t know her hearing had become so sensitive.

“Come on.” His English accent was acute as his hand found hers and led her through the darkness, “What’s your name?”

“Chrissy.”

“Okay, I’m Raymond.” He replied. “How long has it been since they attacked?”

“About half and hour.”

“Why are they after you?”

“I survived.” She peered into the darkness. “Why are you questioning me in the dark?”

“I’m looking for the lamp.”

“Oh.”

The sound of gas escaping hissed, then a moment later, light glowed gently from a Coleman lantern. Raymond looked over at her. His white hair had been combed back and she found he had a very refined face. “You look like you lost only surface moisture.”

“I found a water cooler and drank some.” She said.

“That would’ve pissed them off.” He grinned.

“Yeah.” She smiled.

He walked up to her, took her chin and looked at her carefully; turning her head from one side to the other. “Yep. You lost only the surface moisture; nothing more. This we fix; but it will take time.” He walked over to a back pack and opened it.

“We? You mean to say there’s more?”

“Yeah.” He nodded as he looked up at her. Damn she was pretty. Her hair would have been a lovely honey colour had those creatures not gotten to her. Quickly, he pulled out a torch from the backpack and handed it to her before finding a second. “Here, you’ll need this.”

“How many more are there? I mean, what about your family?”

Raymond stopped as he did up the pack. He wished she hadn’t asked that. “Let’s get you out of here. You’ll be tired from running.”

“Here’s some keys I was given.”

“Good, we’ll be able to find out their locking techniques.” He took the bundle and shoved them into a pocket in the backpack before turning on a torch. She turned on hers as the lamp was switched off. He pulled the backpack onto both shoulders, adjusted the straps and looked at her in the torchlight. “We need to get out of here now that they know of our whereabouts.”

She looked around, “They stopped.”

“Yeah.” He said as he turned: “That means they’re going back for re-enforcements. We’d better go before they get back.” Shining the torch into the darkness, she noticed there was a hole in one wall, big enough for a person to bend down and walk through. He walked her to the hole and gestured her toward it. “Ladies first.”

“I appreciate it, but I hardly know you, Raymond let alone trust you right now… so if you don’t mind, I’d rather you lead the way.” She said hesitantly.

Nodding, he half-smiled: “I was testing you on how much you trust people. And right now, that’s not very much.” He turned and took a step into the hole in the wall.

“I thought this was a sham.” She sighed.

Looking back, his eyes lit up: “You did?”

“I was suspicious from the moment I saw the building.” Chrissy suddenly felt very sick. Her bottom lip began to shake, but no tears came. “I felt sick to my stomach. Also a waitress had given me a coffee filled with poison, but she couldn’t go through with killing me, so she swatted it away from me. Oh, God, Raymond!”

“Chrissy, it’s okay.” He stepped out of the hole and touched her arm. He wished he could hold her, but he was too scared to get close in case he lost another one. It wasn’t like she had anyone else. So, he stepped closer and held her for a few moments until her sobs subsided, “Are you ready to come with me? Get out of here?”

“Yes. But where do we go?” she asked.

“All of your questions will be answered in due time.” He whispered as the bashings at the door began again. They were harder this time. “But we must go now. Otherwise we’ll be mincemeat for them.”

“Okay.” She croaked as she took his hand and let him lead her into the dark tunnel following only his torchlight.


He had set a fast pace and she found it hard to keep up. Raymond was right, though, she was very tired from running. Chrissy could feel her energies were getting low and he was starting to get ahead of her too much. With a larger step, she grabbed his hand that was keeping his backpack from bouncing too much. Turning his face was hidden in the dark, but she knew he was smiling a little.

“I’m getting tired.” She said softly.

“Sorry.” He muttered. “But we have to go at this pace to get where we must. Hold my hand, but don’t trip, you’ll end up in worse condition than you are now.”

“Okay.” She nodded forgetting that he may not of seen the gesture, “I just don’t want to lose sight of you, not here.”

“I understand that.” His voice was kind in the dark as they continued on without another word. Raymond suddenly stopped and pulled her close, “Shade your eyes, Chrissy.”

“Why?”

“It’s going to be bright out there.”

Chrissy turned off her torch and held it tightly, then shaded her eyes with her left hand. Raymond took her by the right wrist gently and led her through a doorway. The light of the outdoors was a shock. She nearly panicked when silvers of it got through her fingers. Her heartbeat quickened as she felt Raymond’s arm slip around her shoulder. He knew what she was feeling; and how she was going to react. She wished he would tell her it was going to be all right. Tell her where she was going. Tell her anything right now to settle the nerves down. Chrissy then felt a few sets of hands help her along. One hand tried to take the torch from her, but her grip on it tightened, and they gave up. Raymond’s presence never left her side. Then, she was guided into a seat and she heard a large door roll and slam shut.

“You can uncover your eyes now.” His voice whispered. When she had done so and looked around an interior light came on and he continued. “Guys this is Chrissy. She was tipped off by an insider and so she got away. Really, though, she didn’t panic and ran.”

“Actually, I did… then I had to control that.” She muttered.

“Don’t worry; it’s nothing out of the ordinary when that happens.” He patted her shoulder. “We’re getting a drink ready for you. It’ll help you sleep and re-hydrate you slowly.”

“Good.” She smiled, “I’m tired anyway.”

“Did you hit your head?” an older lady’s voice asked from a darker corner.

“Yes. When I pulled out of their grip.” She nodded. “The floor was slate, it hurt.”

“It may be concussion.” The voice replied. “Drink this juice anyway. And we’ll have a look at you while you sleep.”

Taking the plastic cup with a lid on it and a slit in the side, she took a couple of mouthfuls. It tasted like mangos and passionfruit. The sharp, sweet taste was pleasant. “Where are we going?”

“To your new home.” Raymond said. His voice began to sound like they were back in the tunnel again, but there was more of an echo to it. Just before she dropped the container, he caught it and her head that had lolled to one side. “Sleep well, Chrissy. You’ve got a lot of work ahead of you.”


On waking up, she noticed that her room was large, bigger than the one at home. She felt better than she had a few days ago as she sat up slowly and noticed that she had a drip in her hand. Looking around, she saw all her stuff in the room, right down to the sheets on the bed. The only difference was the floor. There was no carpet. Instead, there was a purple shag rug.

“Cool.” She smiled, then looked up at the full-length mirror she hadn’t noticed until now. The memories came rushing back. The shopping centre. The creatures taking her moisture. The running. The panic she felt. Raymond. Then, she pulled the covers back and slid her feet to the floor and pulled up the nightie they had changed her into. It was then, Chrissy realised that what had happened to her face, also happened to the rest of her body. She looked like a white prune! “I’m hideous! Ugly! Oh, my god!” turning away from the mirror, she grabbed the first thing within reach and pegged it at the mirror; which happened to be an all metal alarm clock. It shattered into large shards as the alarm clock clanged against it and broke itself into a million pieces itself. She turned from the mirror and covered her face as the door opened quickly and Raymond took a step inside.

“Chrissy, are you all right?” he asked carefully as he looked at the mess.

“No.” she sobbed. “I’m not, Raymond.” She turned and looked at him. “I’m ugly. Why did you put that thing in my room?”

He glanced at what remained of the mirror and sighed: “Well it’s so you get used to seeing yourself in the mirror again. It’s part of your therapy.”

“You changed me into my nighties?” she frowned.

Blushing he looked to his hands: “Well, the girls did that. I waited outside.”

“How long have you been out there?” she asked.

“Three days.” He answered as he walked to her side and guided her to sit on the bed again. “May I join you?”

“Yes.” She nodded. Her voice was still shaky. “Why did you hang about my room for that long?”

“You were very sick. You had a bad concussion and we didn’t know.” He half-smiled. “You’re a survivor, and you used your strength to get away, that’s good. I admire that in a woman.”

“How did all my stuff get here?”

“We found your driver’s license in your back pocket and followed the addresses around until we found your place. But we had to extend your room a little.” He smiled. “You’ve got some wicked stuff.”

“Thank you.” She muttered. “How long do I have to be here?”

“Forever; you can’t go back to your old life, ever. What’s happened to you isn’t ordinary. It’s not something you can explain to everyday people. So, we have to kind of hide.” He said.

“I don’t understand.” She shook her head. “Can’t we just tell somebody about it?”

“Who would understand? Who would believe us?” he asked touching her shoulder gently.

Nodding, she pulled herself up onto the bed again. “Three days. My head still hurts.”

“No wonder.” He said. “You must have hit it pretty hard.”

“I stunned myself.” She said.

“I should have looked at you closer when we first met, but I didn’t have time.”

“They were after us.”

Raymond let out a sigh that sounded more like a moan. “Yeah.” He glanced at the remains of the mirror and the alarm clock and chuckled: “You sure made a fine mess of those things.”

Looking at the mess, she smiled a little. “Yeah, I did.”

“Listen, why don’t I get somebody to clean this up and help you dress and I’ll show you around?”

“Sounds like a good idea. I would like to know where I’ll be going for my next adventure.” She brightened a little.

Patting her hand, he laughed, “Slow down. You’ve still got a lot of ground to cover with your voice, hair, eyes, skin and mind. Chrissy, there’s a lot for you to work on.”

“Months of work, right?”

“Yes.” He nodded. “And I’ll be your social worker, but I still have other work to cover as well… so I sometimes won’t be here.”

“Okay.”

“In those times, you’ll be expected to keep a journal so I can have a look at how you’re coping.” He said. “It’ll be all on a database that only I look at and so there’s nobody else reading it.”

“I’d rather hand-write it, if you don’t mind.” She said. “It’s easier for me to keep track of.”

“Whatever suits you.” He smiled. “So, it looks like we’ll get a whole lot of notebooks for you.”

“All different ones if you can.” She said. “I’m not one for normalcy.”

“Yes, I noticed that in your other journals.” He said.

“You read them?”

“I had to find out what you were like before this happened.” He said, “So I’d know how to talk to you after it did.”

“Were you always a social worker?”

“Yes.” He nodded smiling. “When I had it happened to me, and I was brought here, I was asked my trade. Mother was very pleased to hear to that I was social worker because we were badly lacking in them.”

Chrissy smiled a little.

He awkwardly reached out and touched her shoulder, then pulled his arm back quickly. “Well, I best be going and let you get dressed so you can get yourself familiar with your surrounds.”

“Thank you.” She nodded as he walked to the door, “But what about this mess?”

“I’ll get somebody to come in and clean it up.” He smiled before leaving. She turned and looked at the mess of the alarm clock and wished she hadn’t thrown it. The mirror reminded her that she now had seven years of back luck to come her way; unless something happened to her now that was life-changing… or so she heard.

A knock sounded at the door and before she could answer, it opened and a girl’s face popped in, “Hi. I’m Kerry. I’m here to clean up…oh there it is. Wow, you really did freak out.”

“Sorry.” She whispered.

“Don’t be. It’s nothing out of the ordinary.” She as she patted Chrissy’s shoulder and gave her a warm smile. “Come on, sit down and I’ll clean this up. Then we can have a chat while we pick out something for you to wear.”

“I’m not ready to go out yet.”

“Yes you are.” Kerry nodded. “I’m not taking no for an answer. Besides, somebody in our group is really concerned about you.” She walked to the door again and pulled it open wider to wheel in a cleaner’s trolley. Straight away, she went to work but talked as well, “He’s impressed that you survived and wants you on the team, but still you need a fair bit of work.”

“That happens all the time?” Chrissy asked.

Kerry looked at her with kind green eyes: “No.”


Weeks passed and Chrissy was shown around the large place. She gathered that this community was on the edge of the city and very separate from the society as a whole; but they survived due to the isolation. But she missed her family and wanted to see them. Often she found herself staring at her reflection wondering if they’d recognise her or if they’d believe that she was really there because of those alien things. So, she thought she’d ask.

Raymond looked at her from his computer keyboard: “We don’t normally have that kind of request.”

“But you must know what it’s like to miss your family.” She sat down, “I want to tell them I’m okay and to stop worrying for me.”

“They will.”

“They won’t.”

He groaned and leaned back, stretching then pushed his chair back and stood: “Okay, we’ll get them in, but if they freak out, I can’t do anything about that.”

“Right, but I can.” She nodded.

“Not here, though.” He said, “We can’t give away this location. You have no idea what it’s like to have to move so many times and then just as we settle again, a new person brings in a peachy from the outside and we have to move again.”

“A peachy?”

He touched her cheek, “Their skin is peachy and smooth, ours is not. It’s a nickname that bounced around here for a long time before we made it proper word to use.”

“I see. Sounds kind of cruel.”

“I know.” He sat in the chair next to her, “I wish I had met you before we were attacked. To see what your hair looked like before…”

“Before what?”

Raymond swallowed thickly and looked away: “Nothing.”

“Let’s go for a walk.” She stood, “I think you need a break.”

The two walked around the large underground complex with its artificial light and garden and community. Even though it felt very open, Chrissy felt like she was in a prison; and she got that feeling from Raymond too.

“You don’t like it here.” She said as they came to a seat in a man-made park.

“No.” he sat with her, “I know we’ve been here the longest, but it still feels like a prison. Even though we go out and kill those things.”

“What are they?” she frowned, “They were terrifying.”

He looked at her and realised she still dreamt of that day. How far she had to run; her lungs burning, her looks changed forever because she wouldn’t give up and die like the rest of them, “I wish I knew. But they took my family at the very first shopping centre.”

“This is not supposed to happen.”

“I know but we don’t know how to stop them.” He leaned his elbows on his knees and looked down, “But I don’t know how to stop them.”

Chrissy reached out and touched his shoulder: “It’s not up to you. The team is here to work on it as well.”

He frowned and nodded: “I don’t miss anyone and nobody misses me because my whole family was slaughtered by those things.”

Chrissy moved closer and put her arm around his shoulder: “I didn’t know that.”

Quickly, Raymond stood and turned on her: “Why would you know? It’s none of your soddin’ business!” tears blurred his vision and he sniffed as he tried to control his emotions and was clearly failing. A strangled sob escaped his throat and he covered his mouth in an attempt to stop it.

Chrissy stood and hugged him. He struggled, but she held him tightly until he collapsed in tears on her shoulder, “That’s it, Raymond.” She soothed, “You don’t have to hold all that in to be brave.”

His knees gave out and the two collapsed onto the grass where he sobbed his mourning of his family, “Oh, Chrissy, it’s not just that. I lost my wife too. Everyone! Everyone who means anything to me; they’re all gone!”

She stroked his head for a moment until he settled and then she looked at him as tears streamed from his eyes silently. Chrissy wished she could help him with his pain, but she knew Raymond had to sort it out for himself. She knew it was something he had to work on; not her. She had enough to figure out with a new life and being away from everyone she loved. For him there was nobody but himself to lean on.

He pulled away gently and sniffed, “Thank you. I’m not saying I needed that, but it was good to… you know.” He stood and helped her up as well, “I’ll take you to Mother and she can start you on your speech therapy if you’re going to be anything nearly as good as we need you to be in the field.”

“Okay.” She smiled standing up, “I’d like to do something like that.”

“Good.” He looked to his shoes for a moment then led the way.


A few months passed and Chrissy has been working out in the gym and her voice was coming back into its own well. She was back into her yoga and a few people were urging Raymond to get her into field work. But he was reluctant.

“I don’t think it’d be a good idea.” He shook his head.

“Well I do. It would get her out of here.” Mother said, “Besides, you have to remember, she got herself out of the shopping centre… she got away from them.”

He looked up at her from the laser gun he was working on, “I know.”

She put a hand on his shoulder, “Chrissy isn’t anything like your late wife. She’s tough and wants to kill them.”

He looked down at the screwdriver he held, “I know.”

“Consider it. See what she says.” She turned and walked out of his workshop. At the door, she paused, “Besides, I think Chrissy has a thing for you.”


Another few weeks passed and he finally got Chrissy alone by going for walk to the site of one of the new shopping centres one night. It was hideously huge and dark. Machinery sat lifeless and still waiting for their masters to climb in and turn them into gentle giants or become something clumsy.

“I was wondering if you’d like to work in the field with me one day?” he asked.

She looked at him, not believing what she was hearing: “You serious?”

“Yes.” He nodded, “Absolutely. But you follow every order I give.”

“I’d love to.” She jumped up and hugged him, “Oh, Raymond, I was wondering when you were going to let me out onto the field!”


The next re-opening was at Mount Gravatt. Chrissy sat in on every meeting and studied every blueprint as though her life depended upon it. Raymond could see she was going to be dedicated. It was going to be either a rescue mission to collect survivors like last time or get in and kill ‘em if there were no survivors to collect.

“Right, everything’s in your manuals if you didn’t catch it from me.” He said leaning on the table, “Now, go and read up on it and be prepared for them!” as the team rose from their chairs, he called over the noise: “And I want to see you in the gym working out something bad… like it’s the AFL finals! These bastards are going to be hard to kill this time because they’re so powerful!”

Raymond leaned back on the desk and sighed. He felt like he wasn’t getting through to anyone anymore. Chrissy walked up to him and grinned, “I’ll be there if you spot me.”

“Your voice is a lot better than that sugary sound you were making a few weeks back.” He smiled, “And your hair is looking good too.”

“I know I’m ready.” She nodded, “The rest of them are; they just need time to get it through their minds that’s all.”

“Good.” He packed up his gear as the two began to walk out the door, “I have to talk to you. So, we have to talk and walk.”

“Yeah, I have to study up and go to the gardening section. I have to check on my vegetables and succulents.” She smiled.

“Right.” He nodded. They walked toward the residential quarters for a few moments in silence. Raymond didn’t know how to approach what he wanted to say, so he just thought it would be better to be honest, “I need to know something about you.”

“That would be?”

“Have you begun dating anyone here?”

Chrissy blushed, “No. I’ve been working so hard to get myself back to anything looking like a normal person that I haven’t had time to do anything like that.” She paused, “I’ve seen you a lot; but I don’t class anything we do as dates.”

“Well, of course not. It’s all been work.” He grinned, “I was wondering if you’d like to go on a date with me.”

She stopped, “Well, I haven’t dated in while. So, yeah, it’d be lovely.”

“You may think there’s not much to do when it comes to dating. But I was thinking of an evening out; to get away from here and prying eyes.” He suggested.

“Sounds good.”

They had come to her door and stopped outside it, “Well, Friday night at around sunset?”

“Sure. Should I dress for good or adventure?”

He laughed: “A little of both.”

Chrissy raised her eyebrows up for a moment, “Now you’ve got me curious.”

“I’ll pick you up at sunset.”

“I’ll be ready.”


Raymond made sure everything they did had nothing to do with work and everything to do with having a great time in each other’s company. He wanted to know as much about Chrissy as possible; and fortunately, he was willing to give as much as he asked for.

“So, you like me as well.” He sipped from a hot coffee at a Southbank café he had chosen as an after-dinner place. “And we both asked Mother for advice… how ironic.”

She grinned, “Yep. She’s one smart cookie that woman.”

“Either that or she’s cupid incarnate.” He smiled, “Mother has lined up almost everyone in that place rather successfully.”

“I didn’t think you’d bring me into the city.”

“Well, I thought you were ready to get yourself out in public after so long underground.” Raymond touched her hand gently, “And I also thought it would be a good idea if I was here in case you had a panic attack and needed somebody to lean on.”

His hand was soft against her skin. She looked at him and nodded: “I understand. But people are still staring at us.”

“I know. I’m still not used to it.” He looked around the place where the party at the next table were turning around and looking at the two of them every now and again, “But if you ignore them long enough, they really do feel stupid.”

“I hope so.”

“I know so. Are you finished with your coffee? I’d like to take you somewhere.”

“Yes.” She stood and put on her coat as she picked up her bag. Raymond went inside to pay for the coffees and Chrissy waited to him outside. It was then somebody at the next table rose and came over to her.

“Chrissy?”

She turned, “Can I help you?”

“Sis, it’s Renee.” The brunette touched her shoulder, “Where have you been?”

“It’s a long complicated story.”

“What happened to you? You look horrible.”

She glanced inside to where Raymond was watching her, “You know how Mount Gravatt’s new shopping complex is getting a makeover?”

“Yeah, I’m going to take this lot to the opening.”

“Don’t. Please.” She shook her head, “Just stay away from it on opening day.”

“Why?”

“I’m helping battle something that did this to me and many others like me.” She grabbed her sister’s arm tightly, “Just keep away from there on opening day.”

“Ow, you’re hurting me.” She pulled Chrissy’s hand off her, “Okay…. I’ll stay away from there. And we’ll do something else.”

“Do I have your word?”

Renee put up a closed fist with her little finger poking out, “Pinkie Promise.”

Chrissy rolled her eyes, “I mean it.”

“So do I.” Renee looked over at Raymond as he came out of the café, “Who’s that? He’s hot.”

“He’s mine.”

“Ready?” he looked at Chrissy after glancing at Renee.

“Yes.” She nodded, “This is my sister, Renee.”

Raymond put his hand out and the brunette shook it, “Stay away from Mount Gravatt on its reopening day. Make sure your friends do too.”

“Chrissy already warned me.”

“Yes, well, she’s not kidding.” He held her eyes for a moment and then turned to Chrissy, taking her hand, “Come on then. We have another place to be.”

The couple left Renee standing there considering what had just been said to her. But she had already made up her mind; if Chrissy had to shun sunlight because something had gone horribly wrong on the day her sister had gone to one of the grand re-openings, she sure as hell wasn’t going. She looked over at her gabbling group of friends and thought it would be hard to get them away from the place; too hard. This was a decision she had just made now. She looked into the night and found Chrissy and Raymond gone; knowing that if anything, her sister would never lie or lead her astray, Renee knew she was going to stay as far from that place as possible in a week’s time.


The evening continued on with the two walking into the city. Raymond and Chrissy strolled across the windy Victoria Bridge and found the lights of Brisbane beautiful as they wondered around the place for late night shopping. He bought her some things he knew she liked while she wasn’t looking and gave her one book on gardening she had been leafing through in a second-hand bookstore on the way back to the compound when they were on the train.

“I’m worried about your sister.” He said.

The looked up at him and closed the book, “She won’t go. Not after getting an eyeful of you and me.”

He nodded as he put his arm around her shoulders, “Renee cares about you?”

“More than you know." She leaned on him, “She knows that you like me and thought you were hot. While you were in inside paying for our coffee, she told me that I looked horrible; I guess that’s what scared her the most.”

He smiled a little, “I’m glad she’s not going then. But what about her friends?”

Chrissy sighed: “She’ll find out if they’re real ones or just hangers-on.”

They arrived back at the compound and he walked her to her door. Chrissy invited him in and as he entered the room, she glanced around the place and found the corridor empty.

She locked the door and turned to him, “This was a lovely evening.”

He looked at her as he smiled, “Yeah.”

“I didn’t want to kiss you in the corridor with all those little spies watching-but-not-watching us.”

Raymond sighed, “Thank god.” He walked to her, wrapped an arm around her waist and touched her neck and cheek with the other. Leaning down, he kissed her softly, carefully on the mouth. Chrissy sighed as she felt him relax with her. As the kiss broke off, he smiled, “You are beautiful.”

“Please stay.” She whispered, then blushed, “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said that.” She pulled out of his arms, “I’ve just ruined a moment… a good one.”

“No.”

She looked at him as tears welled in her eyes, “What?”

“I’ll stay. I’ve wanted to be with you for so long. And now it’s the first time we’ve had time to be alone; so why not?” Raymond touched her hand, “I want to stay. I was waiting for you to ask.”

She squeezed his hand then held him close, “Good.”

“And I want to stay because I’m falling for you.” He whispered as he nuzzled her neck, “Not because of anything else.”

“I thought you were pretty hot-looking the moment I saw you.” She sighed.

He looked at her, “When you were manically running from those aliens and I offered to help you?”

She smiled, “Yeah… I guess it was the adrenaline.”

“If it was, you’d have changed your mind.” He kissed her again.

Over the next week, Raymond and Chrissy were seen together a lot; they were in almost inseparable. He spent a lot of time at her place and often spent the night with her. The more time he spent with her, the more he loved her and knew he would soon feel that he would want more than what they had going at the compound. But he wanted to wait until this business was over that was going on about the aliens. Chrissy knew this was something that had been a part of his life before she came on the scene; and she knew their relationship was still in its infancy.


It was midnight when they infiltrated the complex; the best time to do it. The creatures were inside the complex and Raymond’s crew were ready and psyched to attack. Chrissy and Raymond paired up together as did the rest of the crew. All of them wore their ear-wigs and used the right channel then got themselves inside.

The inside of the shopping centre was dark, but the security lighting was being used; so there were little bits and pieces of corridors and shops that were visible. As planned, Raymond and Chrissy were to go upstairs to the executive suites and destroy the leader. The rest of them were to get in and destroy as many as possible with liquid nitrogen or fire.

The two took the stairs by two and stayed in the shadows as much as possible as they approached the double door of the management suite. Raymond pulled out the set of keys Chrissy had handed over and tried out one key after another while she stayed guard until he found the key and opened the doors. He closed the doors again once they were inside and flipped the handle of the doors up so they didn’t open automatically, then continued down the hall.

Once to the main office at the end of the corridor, Chrissy and Raymond both tried a door handle each and were surprised to find that it was unlocked.

“Shit.” He muttered.

“We’re expected.” She whispered.

He looked at her and noticed she was sweating, “Play it cool.”

“Cool.”

They pushed the doors open and stayed down low. But there was nothing there. The room was large and oval with a huge dome roof that showed a rising moon overhead. A massive desk was at the far end of the room near floor to ceiling curtains that lined the whole room where the windows would normally be; otherwise, the room was bare. There was no other seating, no mini-bar, no manager’s bathroom… basically, this place didn’t look like a typical manager’s office.

“This is an alien’s office.” Raymond said, “It’s…”

“Round.”

He looked at her, “Yeah.”

“It’s not the office. It’s the headquarters.” She whispered, “This looks like the oval office in the States; but Washington’s one lets in more light.”

He snorted, “You have a way with words, Chrissy.”

“That’s why you love me.”

Glancing at her, he realised that he did. But he didn’t have time to put his heart out there; besides this wasn’t the place to do that. This was business. Raymond suddenly felt like he wasn’t alone, “We’re not alone here.”

“Nope.” Her voice shook in the darkness, “I’m getting the feeling we’re being watched. Like it was on the re-opening day; like this is a farce.”

He nodded, “Yeah. This is a trap.”

As they turned, the doors locked and the two of them rattled at the handles; not realising that the real danger was coming up behind them. Chrissy turned and raised her gun, switching off the safety, “Keep you rubbery mitts to yourself! You’re not getting me this time!” a shot rang out and the creature exploded in a mess of black goop and brains.

“Oh, crap, Chrissy!” Raymond swore as he turned, “You killed one.”

“Blew its head clean off… well not clean… it’s dead.”

“There’s gotta be more around here.” He smiled, “Come on.”

Stepping over the body, the pair turned on their torches and searched the room, but didn’t find another. They felt a little like something wasn’t right. Raymond shot the locks off the door and they swung open as a massively tall alien strode in and the pair hid behind one of the doors holding onto each other.

The creature looked down at the dead one on the floor and knew it wasn’t alone. Quickly, it looked around and finally looked at the door where they hid. Standing tall, it pulled the door closed and found them there.

A hollow sound came from its cavernous, toothless mouth, “So,” it whispered like the wind, “You return to us, Raymond.”

Chrissy looked at him, “How does he know your name?”

He shook with fear as his eyes stayed on the creature, “I think they keep a list.”

“Yes. We do. We list the survivors.” The tall creature whispered, “And you are both on that list. Christina, you’re there and so are you Raymond.”

“You lot killed my family.” He gritted.

“Your family were the first in a long line of families we took.” The alien said, “You’re what we called: an orphan. You have no family left; no wife, children or parents.”

Raymond lunged toward the creature but Chrissy held him back, whispering, “No, it’s exactly what it wants you to do.”

The creature turned on her, “And you, Christina. You just wouldn’t die. You dropped, but …” it shrugged, “You got back up again and ran away.”

“That’s how I am. I don’t get told when to die by some moisture-sucking shit like you.” She said, “So, I’m not an orphan. What do you class me?”

The alien’s ink pool eyes stared at her: “Dangerous.”

“Why?”

“You are stronger than anyone we have ever come across.”

Raymond looked from Chrissy to the alien and back, “You want her?”

The eyes looked at him: “Yes… she could run this place.”

“Well, can I say something about this?” she asked. Both of them looked at her, “I don’t want to work here or with your sick group of ‘Scream’ mask look-alikes. All I want to do is kill the lot of you.” She pulled a grenade from her belt, pulled the pin and threw it.

The alien bumped it from its course and it clattered across the floor to the other side of the office and bumped against the windows where it exploded. Shards of glass flew everywhere. The desk was moved across the room by the force of the blow and Raymond and Chrissy huddled together to keep from being hurt. The alien stood there appearing as though nothing could hurt it. It reached down and took Chrissy’s wrist tightly, pulling at her. Raymond held her down with his body weight; and she held onto him just as hard. Tears welled in her eyes as the massively tall alien yanked hard and heard her yelp in pain.

“Chrissy!” Raymond reached out his hand to grab her as she reached out hers then he pulled back. He felt paralysed by fear. He was going to lose another woman he loved. He stood quickly with his weapon at the ready, “I’m not losing her again!”

The alien had pulled her into the centre of the room with her fighting hard. When it heard Raymond yell, it turned and looked at him, put up a three-fingered hand and the blond-haired man was thrown across the room.

Putting down his gun, Raymond realised, he had to use a part of him these things didn’t know he had; didn’t know they had given him. He walked to the alien and pushed it as Chrissy screamed and kicked. It turned and put its hand up again. This time, Raymond did the same as he closed his eyes an unlocked the part of his mind that he had closed down years before. He knew this could possibly kill him. But he had to kill it before he lost Chrissy. The creature felt the shock of the telekinesis and recoil in pain. But Raymond kept going. Sweat poured off him as he put out his right hand and almost immediately, the large black creature exploded.

As it did, Raymond collapsed with a blank stare on his face.

He awoke.
Chrissy was by his bed knitting a Dr Who scarf. Raymond felt like he had been beaten up by a world class boxer, but he also felt the most normal in years. He wondered where he was.
“You’re in the compound’s best hospital.” Chrissy smiled as she put a cork on the end of her needle to keep the stitches from slipping, “Once that big on was dead, the rest of them pretty much up and self-destructed.
There was black goop all over the place.”
“That’s great.” He whispered, “My head’s so sore, Chrissy.”
“You used a gift they gave you when your family died.” She touched his arm, “They just forgot you had it.”
“Do I still look the same?”
“What do you mean?”
“Blond hair, pale skin, English?”
“Here.” She handed him a shaving mirror.

He looked in the reflection and grinned, “Oh, don’t look too pale anymore. What happened?”

“Well, once they’re dead, the rest of us extremely pale ones could go back to normal.
Like vampires; but more weird.” She touched his face, “And I gotta say you’re really good-looking.”
“Your hair is like honey.” He smiled.
“Oh, you’re just saying that.”
Raymond’s smile faded, “What about the compound?
What about the people who lived in it?”
“I’m not sure what’s going to happen there.
We’re happy, but the public have looked upon us like a cult. They don’t understand how it’s been for the past few years.” Chrissy began to cry, “I’m hoping to get this nightmare behind me once you and I are out of here for good.”
He kissed her hand and held it close to his chest, “Do you still want to be with me?”
“Yeah.” Standing, she leaned over and looked at him, “We can be together.”
He touched her face, “Good.”
“Oh, guess what?”
“What?”
“Once that place got ruined, within the last week, the other shopping complexes went broke and changed hands.” She giggled.
“All over the nation?”
“Yep.”
“Now, that is cool.” He pulled her close and kissed her.
He was happy. With the woman he loved. The aliens that ruined his life once couldn’t get to him again. As he watched her leave and his dinner arrive, he decided to watch some television. The remote control was a little out of reach. So with his hand, he leaned forward and the television control slid across the bed to him. At the same time, the channel changed to the one he was thinking of.
Maybe, things weren’t as peachy as he thought they were going to be.
He still had the telekinesis.

Friday, 7 August 2009

Man of Her Dreams

Music filled the main ballroom. Beth heard it from the gardens and its beauty filled her with excitement of seeing him there tonight. She had gone to all the trouble of getting her hair and make-up done professionally. As she passed people on the curved grey staircase leading up to the large building, admiring gazes followed her. But none of them mattered. Kris Bowler was there. He stood restlessly by the buffet near the windows but he wasn’t eating anything. His face showed that he wasn’t happy about something. Beth started to walk up to him when another girl did. She asked him a question and he shook his head angrily and stormed outside. Beth followed him at a distance and found him sitting next to the Roman Baths around the back of the ballroom. He had sat down on one of the many marble settees surrounding the Baths. The columns stood with the flowering jasmine climbing around them like perfumed snakes in the dark. Kris’ dark form was sitting about midway down when she arrived. His long hair had been pulled back and plaited with a black ribbon holding it together at the ends. Wisps around his face had escaped and played around his eyes in the evening breeze. Beth thought he looked very hot in that tunic and hosiery along with a cloak he would’ve mixed in very well in the seventeen century.
“Hello.” She said in a timid voice that sounded louder here because there was no background noise.

Kris’ head jerked up as he stood quickly: “Hell, Beth, I didn’t hear you coming.”

“I followed you. You seemed angry. Are you okay?”

“Why?” a frown creased his forehead, “You pity me because I’ve been dumped for some dippy little surfie?”

Beth sat on the settee next to his, “I never pity you. You’re really lovely.”

“I’m sure your date is waiting for you.”

She looked at her hands: “I have never been asked to any of these dances. I came to this one because I have the wardrobe.”

He studied her for a moment before he sat down and his anger melted, “Why not?”

“There’s something wrong with me I suppose.”

He touched her shoulder, “There is nothing wrong you. People just don’t notice you because you’re a quiet achiever.”

“Or they just don’t see me and walk straight into me.”

He smiled: “Yeah, I’ve seen that happen. What’s with that?”

“They need glasses?”

He stood as the music started up. It could be heard on the breeze, “Would you care to dance?”

Smiling she took his hand and stood. He held her close and she could smell his aftershave. The wisps of hair floated around her face as they slowly danced. His right arm around her waist, hold her gently against him, her left hand near the back of his neck. The music from the ballroom played on. The moon set the scene in all the shades of blue and dark shadows framing the Roman baths. But in the distance was a sound and it was becoming louder. It sounded like a radio station.


“And welcome to the beginning of another beautiful day. This is Tom Willings sayin’ Good Mornin’!” The sound of The Red Hot Chili Peppers ‘Under the Bridge’ took over from the voice.

Beth rolled over and slammed her hand down on the reset button on the alarm and murmured as she stretched: “Shit! Just when I was starting to enjoy myself.” She pushed back the covers of her bed and sat up. Looking outside, she sighed and flattened out the mass of unruly red hair. It was raining again; not good studying weather. Pushing herself out of bed, she readied herself for class; which Kris Bowler also attended: psychology.


The classes passed slowly. And the rain was heavy all day. She was trying to study; but the dullness of the day made her tired. She hated the library and so tried to eat and study in the canteen. A cappuccino was cooling next to her half-eaten lunch when a flyer was dropped on her table. She took off her reading glasses and picked it up. The beige piece of A4 advertised a classical ball in the main hall of the university. It was a must that everyone showed up in ball gowns and the men in either tuxedos and tails or tunics and hosiery with cloaks. She smiled at the thought of Kris in either a penguin suit or dressed up like he was from the 1700’s and remembered her dream. He’d look pretty hot in anything… or nothing. Beth looked across the maze of tables to where he was sifting through his notes; well trying to. His girlfriend Liza was sitting next to him eating his lunch and talking the whole time.

“How sickening.” The redhead mumbled. As she folded the flyer, he glanced in her direction and threw her a half-grin. She smiled back and packed up her stuff, finished her coffee and left. He had begun to pack up his notes too as she walked past.


“He must be sick of her by now.” Sidney commented sitting on the wide sill of their dorm room. The book she had been reading hadn’t been read for the last ten minutes and was squished up against her stomach as she pulled her knees to her chin. Her long dancer’s legs were shown off well in the pair of blue jeans and she had the typical Australian blonde hair and blue eyes to match her tan complexion; a complete opposite to Beth.

Beth joined her at the window and laughed: “My god, she’s still talking; that poor guy.” They saw Kris sitting in the mottled shade of a line of willows near the middle of the court outside their dorm. He was using his bag as a ‘desk’ to study. As before, he was trying to concentrate with a little brunette blabbermouth sitting next him and failing. He looked up at their window and held Beth’s gaze long enough for Liza to notice. She punched him playfully in the arm and he laughed, kissing her.

Beth felt her cheeks burning as she quickly looked away from the window, “He’s never looked at me for that long.”

Sidney
climbed down from the sill grinning: “He likes you.” She tossed her unread and unbookmarked book onto her bed as she sang teasingly, “Kris Bowler likes you.”
Bethany
snapped: “You saw who he kissed.”
The blonde hesitated, “Well, yeah, but you turned away too soon. He looked back up here when Liza took off.”

She spun: “You’re lying.”

Sidney
frowned: “No, why would I do that? I would never lie to you over something to do with Kris Bowler.” She approached the redhead, “I reckon he likes you.”
“Well, I guess we’ll have to wait and see.”

“No, I know so.”


The fortnight flowed slowly. Tests and assignments plagued Bethany’s schedule; so she forgot about what happened. She and Kris were paired up to work on an assignment; and so studied together in the library most days until the assignment was finished.

Two days before the ball, she drove home and found her twenty-first dress and tried it on. It totally surprised her when it fitted.

“Well, if I get my make-up and hair done… I may as well go.” She muttered inspecting it in as she stood in front of the mirror. So, she packed the dress into its bag and took it back to the university with her shoes and stockings.

“We’ll go to Mum’s house and get our hair done and I’ll do your make-up.” Sidney smiled, “Seeing Mum doesn’t live too far from here, it’ll be cool.”


The Saturday arrived and the two of them went to Sidney’s mother’s house and had their hair and make-up done once they were dressed. Mrs Harris took a before and after shot and the pair looked like two totally different people in both shots. They were spun out. But they had to get going and so were off to the ballroom.

As they arrived, the sun was setting on the campus. The whole place looked like it had stepped back into the days of old with all the girls dressed in ball gowns of all kinds and colours. Nearly everyone wore the wigs and many had heavy make-up and the masquerade masks held up to their faces to really go with the theme.

The curved grey staircase was lit; as on that particular Saturday night turned the clock back. The two approached the staircase and Sidney disappeared into the crowd to find her friends and her boyfriend. Leaving Beth walked up the stairs on her own. The torches lit the way and set the atmosphere as people who didn’t normally talk to Bethany complimented her on her gown asking where she got it from; amazed that it was her own. She walked inside and saw a huge buffet.

But then, suddenly this seemed all very familiar; too familiar. All that needed to happen was Kris to have his heart broken and she witnesses it. Bethany walked to the table and looked at the food there. People had already begun to eat and she noticed a figure standing not too far from her. As she looked up, she realised it was Kris. He was standing there in a tunic and hosiery with a mid-length cloak and leather shoes on. His hair had been pulled back into a ponytail and tied with something. Beth could barely keep her eyes off him; but it wasn’t the same case for him. Kris hardly acknowledged her; he seemed to stare through her as Liza approached him with another guy on her arm.

“Stay away from me!” He turned and strode out of the hall with his cloak flapping after him. She watched him walk quickly out onto the balcony and down the other set of the curved staircase. Bethany walked after him at a distance. This was beginning to get too weird. To dream of this night two weeks previous; and now what happened to him was getting too strange for her. She had to talk to him; make sure he was going to be okay. Sure, she didn’t like Liza all that much, but they had been together since high school and she had known Kris since he was young. So, she wanted to make sure he didn’t do anything drastic. Picking up her skirts, she followed him down the stairs and out into the darkness. She rounded the corner of the building and followed the flagstone pathway to the replica Roman Baths. Her leather shoes fortunately didn’t make much noise on the flagstones, so she could sneak up on him in the darkness.

The Baths were cloaked in shadow and the light of the full moon. A Weeping Willow grew at the far end of the setting with a gazebo next to it. Marble benches surrounded the black water as the sentinel columns closed in the Baths. It was what gardeners called a ‘room’. Normally, she liked it; but tonight it looked really creepy and she didn’t really want to be here.

About halfway down, she saw him sitting on a marble bench with his elbows resting on his knees, head down, his hands were clasped together.

“Kris?” she asked timidly.

His head jerked up in fright: “Oh, hell, Bethany, you scare the crap outa me.” He frowned as he wiped his face with a handkerchief, “What are you doing here?”

“I saw what happened. I wanted to make sure you didn’t hurt yourself; seeing how things were with… you know.” She didn’t want to mention Liza’s name and start him yelling.

“Yeah, well, don’t get too close I might make you hate me too.” He looked down and kicked an imaginary rock.

She smiled: “How could you do that?”

“I saw you tonight… you’re beautiful. But I’m sure your date’s waiting for you.” He mumbled and stood, “I’ll take off home.”

“What date?
I didn’t know I had to bring one.”
He turned around, “This was a couples dance.
You didn’t see that on the flyer?”
“What I saw was a turn of the century … oh no.” she blushed and was thankful for the darkness.
Beth sat down and felt like she had been duped.
“Have you got the invite?”

“Yeah.” She pulled it from her pocketbook and unfolded it, “There you are.”

Kris walked to the nearest working lamp and read it:
“I see what’s happened. You got a fixed one. Somebody played a joke on you.” He looked at her, “They gave you an invite so you’d show and be the only one here without a date.”
“Who would do that?”
He refolded the invite and gave it back, “Well, Liza hates your guts and does nothing but talk about how stupid and alone you are.
I keep on defending you; reason being… well, I like you.”
“You pity me because I’m never asked to one of these things and finally when I do show up, I out-dress them all.” She turned to leave when he reached out and touched her arm, “Kris, I’m leaving because it’s not a funny joke and I’m humiliated.”
“I was embarrassed tonight too.” He smiled, “By the very person who wanted both of us out of her life.” The music started in the ballroom.
Both of them looked toward the building and listened for a moment as its sound drifted on the breeze.
He smiled, “Would you care to dance?”
“I would love to.” She grinned.
Just like in her dream, they danced by the Roman Bath in the moonlight.
The scene was no longer creepy; instead it was romantic and the music was perfect as they could just heard it on the breeze. She smiled as they danced: “You want to know something?”
“What?” his voice sounded soft in her ear.
“I dreamt of this very night two weeks ago.
Everything that happened in that dream has happened here. Well, except the duped invite. And there was just one main flaw.”
He chuckled:
“Let me guess. Just when you were getting into enjoying yourself with me, the damn alarm went off.”
“You betcha.”
Kris looked at her:
“I’ll let you in on something.”
Her gut cooled.
Bethany couldn’t put up with this being another stupid joke. Not tonight; not ever. She’d become a bloody recluse if he was going to pull a gag on her now! “What?”
“Your alarm isn’t going to go off.
This night is actually happening and I’m about to kiss you because I want to.” He whispered in her ear, “Is that okay?”
“That’d be fabulous.” She answered.


Saturday, 1 August 2009

The Curse

He wished and ached for her so badly; knowing they’d never last if she found out who and what he was. Besides, their age gap was something she’d probably freak out about. He had been sired in the sixties – the eighteen-sixties that is. James had an absolute weakness for redheads; and this one didn’t have to dye her hair. She was born with fiery lochs that spilt down her back, caressed her shoulders and framed the most perfect heart-shaped face. He could tell she was a natural-born redhead. Her fair skin, ever-changing eye colour and how she never wished to get a tan gave it away. James was always mesmerised by the way her hair moved when she walked. There were no regrowth of another colour to contend with and no trips to the hairdressers – well unless she needed a trim to neaten up the mane she had.He hadn’t taken too many risks in his life and had married once; to a redhead of course. Through time, he had not come across another like his first wife. He hadn’t loved another like her either; not until he saw Amy. However, with a name like that, one would think she was popular.
Not this college student. Amy was the typical wallflower who rushed between her classes, did her work, turned in each essay on time and never attended a party. Not that she wasn’t interested; she just didn’t have the confidence to go alone.
James watched her though. He was always there during the nights Amy studied for her exams, talked on the phone while sitting on the sill of her dorm window. He’d climb up the oak outside and watch from the shadows of the branches loving the way she brushed her hair, the way she fiddled with the corner of a page while reading; and the way she slept. For that, he’d get a lot closer and sit on the sill for most of the night. He found out a lot about her; finding out where she went at night. Sometimes, she’d see him by accident; and at around six foot and having dark features, he didn’t really blend into the background all that easily. He’d follow her to her parent’s house, then make sure she arrived back to her dorm safely later that night. Yes, James loved Amy; but she really didn’t know he existed. She had seen him once or twice. He’d disappear so quickly into the shadows Amy wasn’t sure who – if anyone – was there. So she didn’t tell anybody about the strange shadows in the oak outside her window and the feeling of being watched as she slept. Besides, if there was somebody, he’d show up eventually; that was her theory and she was sticking to it.
One night, he climbed into her room when he thought he was being watched from outside; besides he had to return a book he had borrowed. Once his feet touched the floor gently, he looked around the dim room. He found her laptop closed on the desk, inspected her huge collection of books that crowded a tall pine bookcase on the other side of the room after putting the book back where he had found it, then he ran his fingertips over her possessions of a cordless phone, i-pod, the book she was into now, her favourite bag and the long leather jacket she kept for the cold wet days of winter. He loved that one on her. A murmur from the bed caused him to turn quickly and see her roll on her side. Her eyes were open. He didn’t know whether to stay or run; and he opted for the latter but her voice stopped him at the window.
“What are you doing here?” she asked softly.
He turned and looked at her unsure if what he was going to say would be believed: “Watching you sleep.” He couldn’t pull himself away from the foot of her bed or her green eyes, “You’re not freaked out I’m here?”
Sitting up, Amy shook her head, “I’ve seen you around. I wasn’t sure you were real or not, so I didn’t tell anyone about you.”
In the darkness, he felt the changes he normally would feel around mortals start in his gut. He willed them to stop. “You’re so beautiful Amy.”
“You know my name?” she took a deep breath and glanced at the door wondering if she’d make it there before he grabbed her; and doubted it. She knew what he was and knew he had inhuman speed and strength; but not his name. “If you know my name, what’s yours?”
“James.” He sat on the end of the bed slowly, “I know everything about you; and some things people around here don’t.” she turned and switched on her reading lamp. When she turned back, he had moved up the bed a little and yet she hadn’t heard him. James could see her exposed neck and wanted so badly the youthful blood that coursed through those veins; but only wished to make her a wife.
“Why do you look at me that way?” her voice shook and he could see a light sweat start on her skin.
“Because I like you, Amy.” He said as he reached out to gently touch her cheek, her messy curls but she moved back against the bedhead quickly. “You’re a believer too.”
“In what?” she asked as frown marked her pale forehead, her eyes locking with his.
“What I am.”
“And that would be?” she felt a little uneasy, wondering where this was going to end up.
“A lover.” He could feel her move a little as he kept control of himself and the whole situation. He couldn’t change too soon, she’d freak out and he’d end up killing her and he didn’t want that. “I’m a special kind of lover.”
“What kind?”
“Vampire.”
“Myth.” There was something about James that made him irresistible. He had an animal magnetism about him that made her want to rip his clothes off and…
“Let me love you in my special way and you’ll see everything my way, Amy.” James took her hand and kissed the palm gently as he watched her reaction. She was under his spell, and she was beginning to relax, “I could never hurt you, why would I? You’re just too special to me.” He reached out and touched her cheek and observed as her head turned with his caress. James moved forward as she reached out and touched his pale face. He nearly attacked her, but stopped himself before animal instinct took over. He could almost taste her youthful blood as her hair brushed his cheek, his neck. He felt the changes of the demon and knew if he didn’t strike now, he’d lose his nerve. Her arms held him close as his teeth sunk into the tender flesh of her neck; and he felt her reaction. Blood spurted warmly into his mouth and he closed his eyes as he began to suckle like a baby. He hadn’t come across such a rare blood type before. He had heard these ones tasted so much better; and the rumours were right. Her fists beat hard upon his back as he drank her wine. He knew Amy would be a fighter, but didn’t realise how strong she’d be; he was going to have bruises on him tomorrow. James heard her heartbeat slow and Amy weakened, but didn’t pass out.
He sat back and the redhead regarded him groggily. He sliced his arm with one of his nails and held her mouth to it. She was a reluctant drinker as they all are at first; then she lapped at it hungrily. He watched her drink as he stroked her hair: “Don’t drink all of it, leave some for me, my love.”
She soon laid down and pulled the covers up as he closed the curtains against the false dawn outside. He found some clothes pegs and secured them at the join where sunlight could get in when the breeze blew. After locking the door, he joined her on the bed where she snuggled with him. He pulled the covers over himself as well and looked at her, “How are you, lover?”
“Better now you’re here.” She smiled.

Friday, 17 July 2009

The Connection

Davin sat at the back of the class waiting for her to come in. Elle was the woman of his dreams and he wanted her badly; but being dreadfully shy was one of the things he wished he could change about himself. Even though he was goth, he still wanted to get to know her. She was… bubbly, light. A complete opposite to him not to mention: a mortal.
She walked in without so much as a word to anyone and climbed the stairs toward him and sat down a row in front of him after smiling in his direction. He just signalled to her with a half-smile and looked at his folder with great interest. Why couldn’t he say anything to her? She was this close! Who’d ever heard of a shy vampire when all the ones he knew were so outgoing and nowhere near being shy? Davin had to work on his attitude towards mortals; especially when it came to socialising with them. He always felt like he had a huge sign tattooed to his forehead that told humans that he was immortal and that he was going to drink all their blood. Maybe it was just him being paranoid.


The class finished and he watched as she gathered her things slowly and stood. He noticed how deliberate she was with her belongings; how things had to be just so. All the pens had to have the lids on. All notebooks were put back into her bag according to size. She even made sure she had her keys and mobile phone about four times.

She looked at him: “What? I’m a forgetful person.”

“Not that.” He muttered, “You’re pretty.” He blushed as he stood, “All that hair is so…”

“Thank you.” She nodded then turned and walked away shouldering her bag.

Davin looked down and found she had forgotten her keys. He grabbed them, “Hey, you… forgot your keys.” He looked at the plastic address attachment and saw it was empty. Her scent was still strong and so he followed that.

It took him across the campus to the girl’s dorm and he stood outside it fiddling with the keys. But he found her scent was still around and looked up. He found she was scaling the drainpipe of the building to her floor.

“She’s crazy.” He muttered, “What’s wrong with her?”

Suddenly, he heard a loud creak and went to cover his ears but when he looked at the other people around him, they hadn’t heard it.

“Oh, shit!” Elle’s voice shouted as the pipe quickly bent away from the building, taking her with it. Strangely enough she didn’t scream like most people did; she just had a terrified expression on her face, almost like a wince.

Davin pocketed the keys and ran up to the building. Dumping his bag behind the bushes that grew flush to the dorm, he pushed himself off the ground, scaled the building and pounced out to catch her as she fell. He landed a little rough but he was more concerned about her. He sat her up on the grass: “Are you okay?”

Her eyes were wide: “How did you do that?”

He shrugged: “I’ve got cousins who are acrobats who taught me one summer. Landing was never my strong suit.” He pulled her keys out of his pocket, “You left these at the lecture hall.”

She took them gently, “Thank you. You have to come in and have a drink at least.”

“It’s against the rules.”

“We are allowed to have visitors.” She smiled, “It’s not like we’re at home with Mum and Dad.”

“I guess so. Thank you.” He stood and dug his bag out from behind the bushes and shouldered it, “Now you’ve got your keys, so can you.”

“You talk more when you know someone.” Elle smiled.

“I was trying to chat you up at the end of the lecture.” He smiled, “But it seems you were intent on getting yourself killed tonight.”

“But you were there.” She shrugged slotting the key into the lock.

“Elle, that’s not the point. I almost decided to give these back tomorrow.” He said, “Had I done that, you’d be hurt and in hospital.”

“So?”

His shyness was coming back. Davin had to get over this problem. He was strong, but had never taken a human life: “I… would hate anything to … happen to you.” Damn it! Why couldn’t he just be like the rest of them? They’re so suave and with it and he’s like a young kid with a sports car! Dumb and inexperienced!

She opened the door and let him in, “Come in, you need a drink.”

Yes, he did. There were so many of them to pick from. He could smell a sick one too. There was a large group of them watching television and so it was hard to figure out who was sick. But he didn’t want to hurt anyone either, so he followed her up the stairs to her room.

As she closed the door, she walked to the windows and pulled the sash down, “So what would you like?”

“What have you got?” he asked.

“I have…” she opened her fridge, “Water, coke. Oh, jeez, that’s it. I’m sorry.”

“Don’t be.” He looked around her bookshelves and smiled at the first editions she had of some of the books. He remembered when some of these hit the shelves. There was one which he had actually owned and he pulled it off the shelf; opening it to the front page where it was signed to him. But his name was different:
Mr David S. Smith, I hope you enjoy reading this one! H.G. Wells. It was ‘War of the Worlds’. He smiled as he closed it and put it back on the shelf.
“Oh, you found that one.” She smiled, “My Uncle gave it to me. We are still trying to find out who David S. Smith is.”

He slotted it back into the thin gap the book had created when he pulled it out, “Never mind, it’s in the past.”

“Well, he existed, but then disappeared around the time this book was printed; where to? We don’t know.” She sat in a two-seater lounger, “Come and sit down, I won’t bite.”

‘No but I will.’ He thought, “I better go.” He turned toward the door.

“Davin.” Elle stood and walked to him, placing her hand on his. He could feel her pulse and tried to concentrate on her words: “I’ve been watching you. You’re a great student. Every single essay you’ve written is spot on. It’s like you’ve been there and lived through those times.”

“Elle.” He closed his eyes and wished he could kiss her, wished, for once, he wasn’t immortal, “I need to tell you something.”

“You’ve got a girlfriend?”

“No.” he opened his eyes. He wondered where this was going.

“You’re painfully shy for a reason.” She smiled, “Come and sit down. Let’s go through our notes.”

He held her hand a little tighter as she turned to grab her folder, “I don’t want to go through my notes with you.” How was he going to do this? He was getting nervous again, “You are beautiful.”

“You keep saying that.”

He pulled her arm around his waist and looked into her eyes: “You belong to me.”

“I..” she was beginning to be hypnotised by him; hopefully.

“You are mine?”

“Yes.” She smiled.

“Kiss me.” he felt her arms snake around his warm body as her mouth found his. He took up her hair, losing himself in its scent, its gorgeous heady colour and scent. Davin felt for the door at his back and locked it. Her body moved against him as they shuffled toward the bed, stripped off their clothes looked at each other for a moment before gently touching each other again, “You are a goddess.”

“I’m yours.” Elle whispered, “Take me.”

Those were the words he was waiting to hear from her. He entered her gently and they made love until the small hours of the morning when he laid there looking at her; hearing the false dawn approaching.

“Elle.” He woke her from her snooze.

“Mmm?” she opened her eyes, “Davin. What is it?”

“You said you were mine last night…”

“And I am.”

“I need to tell you something.” He said, “It’s very important that you know this.”

“What?”

“David S Smith.” He said, “That’s me. I vanished because somebody sired me.”

“Sired...” That word always gets repeated when he tells people what he is, “I know what that is.”

He nodded, “I’m a vampire.”

Her eyes widened: “A what?”

“A vamp…”

Elle put her hand up and he went quiet as she sat up to turn this around in her head, “And I let you in last night; into the dorm.”

“One of your friends is dying.” He said, “I can smell it.”

She looked at him, “Kymmy. She has cancer. But they reckon she’s going to be okay.”

He shook his head, “She’s not.”

“You can smell death?”

He looked at the sheets and began to fiddle with them, “I hate that part of my life.” He muttered, “I just didn’t know which one was sick. They were all sitting and watching television.”

“How do I get out of this?” she asked.

“This?”

“You tricked me.”

He shook his head as he sat up and took her hands. She tried to push him away, but he hung on, “No, I didn’t.”

“You’re a bastard.”

“You’re a goddess.”

Before she knew what she was doing, Elle kissed him. Then, she broke off the kiss, “What am I doing?”

“You’re mine forever.” He smiled, “You can be a wonderful writer and fantastic lover to me.”

“Why would I ever want to be around somebody like you for eternity?” she climbed out the bed and tried to make a run for the door. Davin was too fast, “What…?”

“Being immortal gives you plenty of traits that come in handy.” He said, “Now, be good and I can make this a painless experience.”

“Davin let me out.” She ordered.

“What, naked?” he looked at her.

She looked down and realised she was yet to get dressed, “Damn you.”

“Don’t worry, I’m going to hell already.” He grabbed her and held her tightly. With the adrenaline of her blood rushing through her veins this was sure to be fantastic. He had never sired somebody before and was looking forward to it. Davin shoved her onto the bed and pinned her down. She began to yell, but he covered her mouth with a kiss, then looked at her, “Will you relax, this will hurt for only a minute, then I have to give you some blood for you to survive.”

“If I don’t take it?”

“You’ll die.” He turned her head to one side, felt the change of the screaming demon within him. The sight of the blood coursing through her jugular was such a turn on. He could feel his indecision coming back when Davin slowed down and kissed her cheek softly. He could smell her fear as she glanced past him, “I hate it that I scare you.” He whispered into her neck as he nuzzled her. He wasn’t going to permit the demon to massacre her just yet; not when he had feelings for her, “I had no choice; just like you.”

“I’m scared of what you’re going to do to me.” She muttered, “Strange thing is: I’m not scared of dying. I didn’t think it’d be this way.”

He touched her face and she flinched a little, “Please, Elle, don’t be frightened. If we have a disagreement of any kind, you can go your own way. I won’t fight it.”

She nodded: “Okay. I don’t have that many friends anyway.”

“Don’t doubt that. Throughout your life, you’ll accumulate many friends. But a lot of them will not stay forever like me.” He whispered, his cheek against hers, “I just want to be with you, love you, enjoy you.”

“I know but can’t you do that without making me one of you?” she asked.

“No.” he looked at her, “I’ve been watching you for a long time and wanted you for as long.”

Elle wondered if he was for real and to prove it, his features changed again and she closed her eyes and turned her head away. But instead of biting, he made love to her again. It was as gentle and sweet as it was the night before. Davin watched her as, still changed from the mortal looks, her blood move around her body; her scent that was stronger than before and how she moved. Their lovemaking was more fulfilling as he gathered her up into his arms and let her sit in his lap and ride him. He leaned back and enjoyed her thoroughly as she looked at him. Then, as he saw she was getting close to climax, he knew it was time to sire her. Elle was losing herself in the moment. He held her close as her hair fell over her shoulders, cascaded down her back and over his long dark curls. Now was the time if not any. He moved her hair, saw the jugular and – as gently as he could – bit in.

Elle took in a deep breath and stiffened a little. He heard her thoughts as he drank her sweet, rare wine; heard her heartbeat begin to slow down. She balled her fists and punched him hard on the back; something he was expecting by the way she fought when he had shoved her onto the bed before. But this didn’t last for long as she weakened from the blood loss and her breaths began to slow; her head lolling back, eyes half-closed. The weight of her body became heavy and she almost lost consciousness and he laid her back against the pillows that were propped against the wall.

He sliced the artery in his elbow and a good stream of blood began to ooze from it, “Feed. You must.”

“So tired.” She mumbled.

“You won’t be after this.” He pushed her mouth onto the cut and soon heard her suckling the blood from his arm. It was painful, but he’d put up with it, “You will need to kill soon.”

Soon she pulled away and looked at him, touching his face, “Have you?”

“Siring you isn’t a kill, but I’d like to have a partner in crime to do it with.” He smiled, “I chose you.”

“My love.” She smiled, “I accept.”

Friday, 10 July 2009

Night Shift


Blake was new on the graveyard shift; from 11pm to 4am. Even though he wasn’t that much to look at, it was his hazel eyes that captured the attention of all the girls. The bad-boy look about him was something they seemed to love; long dark hair, pale features; and he appeared to dominate a room when he entered even though he was only around 5ft tall.
By the end of the first two months, this quiet young man had worked with every person from all the shifts; they had simply changed their lives around to work with him. All of them had tried to make a pass at him but he hadn’t shown any interest. However, there was one who didn’t act like a lost ditsy schoolgirl every time he was around her: Ellan. She arrived at work, punched in her timecard, did her time there and left. This stoic redhead never said much to anyone and a lot of the time, the girls treated her like an outsider. The few times they had worked together, he found she talked to him openly about anything he asked her without blushing, flirting or putting on airs. Blake liked this about Ellan and he could sense that she liked him; but couldn’t – or wouldn’t – show it. When they began a job together, he found that she knew the dirtiest jokes, had been around the world and had the funniest things to tell. As soon as one of the other girls came within earshot, she went quiet and would cast him a wary look before putting her head down again. It wasn’t long before the boss put the two together permanently on the graveyard shift; he found them a good team and knew they got along well enough that if anything came up they’d deal with it together.
One evening, they arrived in the lunchroom around the same time. Neither of them had clocked in yet. Blake leaned back against the sink as he watched her sitting at the table looking nervous.
“You’re quiet tonight.” He observed.
She looked at him: “I want to tell you something. But I don’t want to scare you.”
He sat next to her. His hair fell over his shoulders. Flicking it back, he looked straight at her and touched her hands: “I don’t scare easily.”
She looked into his beautiful eyes and felt so comfortable with him; as she always did and smiled: “But what if they find out? They already hate us working together.”
“Whisper it.”
She leaned in close to his left ear, smelling his scent that drove her crazy, “I’m a vampire; I’d like you to be with me.”
He smiled whispering back, “I’m one too; that sounds great.” He reached up and touched her cheek gently as he moved back and looked at her, “I would hate anything to happen to you.”
“And I you.” She stood, kissing his head as she touched his soft hair, then walked out of the room just before some of the girls walked in. Blake turned and watched her as she left the room. He loved how she was so confident in her own way in his company; yet so shy around the rest of them.
When their shift was over, Blake was found leaning against the railing at the bottom of the steps of the loading bay. He watched all the girls leave and knew that Ellan was on her way. But something about the way the girls all had smug expression on their faces told him to go back inside; it was fortunate that he did.
“Ellan!” he called out in the locker room, “Where are you?”
Her crying was heard from one of the cubicles in the Ladies toilets and he rushed in to find her in the last one beaten up, “Don’t look. Please… don’t.” she held her hands up.
Blake took off his jacket and gently wrapped it around her shoulders as she leaned on him sobbing, “Come on. I’ll take care of you.”
“Who’s in here?” the boss’ voice called out and he walked to where they were, “Oh, shit. Who did that?”
“I can’t point fingers.” Blake said as he helped Ellan to her feet and she limped into the brighter sink area, “But the rest of them left looking very smug.”
The boss nodded, “I bet. Listen, Blake you take her back to your place and clean her up. Take a night off and make sure all the wounds are healed properly.”
“Okay. Thank you.”
“I can’t go back to your place.” She whispered, “I can’t.”
“Sure you can. Where else… well, except yours.”
She swallowed, “I don’t want to be a burden.”
Blake looked at her, “You’re not. You’re beautiful.” He adjusted the jacket and wiped her face gently with a wet tissue so that Ellan looked a little better, “I’ll let you come back with me. Sleep there while I get stuff from your place for an overnight stay.”
“Okay.” She smiled, “I’d like that.”
They walked out towards the loading bay, finding it was getting light and time wasn’t on their side. Blake had to rush home. He had to make sure neither of them was burnt and also that she was safe before he went to her place to collect her things.
Once he pulled up to the drive, turned off the engine, Blake found Ellan snoozing. He had to shake her awake and assisted her inside. He called up the boss and asked for her address and got it easily.
Sitting on large bed of the master bedroom, Blake watched her sleep under the covers before she woke, “Hi there.” He smiled, “I’m going to get your stuff.”
“Aren’t you going to risk being burnt?”
“Well, you know we can put up with sun for a little while; so I’ll be back soon.”
She reached out and touched his face, “You be careful. If the place has been burnt down, come back straight away. Don’t talk to anyone.”
“You have my word.” He leaned down the kissed her forehead, “I’ll be back here as fast as I can and join you in there.”
As Ellan had told him may have happened, he found her house burnt to the ground. Blake pulled up to the curb staring at the gutted, smoking building and sighed. He pulled on his gloves and got out of the car to find the fire chief who told him it was arson and the police were still finding out who had done it. Blake wasn’t impressed. He had to find a way to tell the boss about it and told the police who were sifting through the rubble which workplace to start with first – excluding his name and Ellan’s as she was at his place right now. Then, he drove home and called his boss and told him what happened.
“What?” the boss asked, “I can’t believe they’d do it!”
“Well, I said to start with the workplace and filled them in with what’s been happening there.” Blake said yawning.
“Dude, you sound stuffed. Go to bed.” The boss said, “Come back in a few days.”
“Thanks boss.” He hung up the phone, had a shower and climbed into bed next to Ellan. Sleep took him quickly.
Her eyes opened and Ellan found Blake was laying next to her in a large bed in a strange room. Her body ached and she felt terribly hungry. He was awake and looking at her, she knew this, and turned and looked at him. Blake propped himself up on one elbow and gently touched her face. Her hands moved on his cool skin, around his body and the kiss they shared was soft and gentle and loving; making her almost forget what had occurred to her. Then, she caught a mingling scent. Smoke.
“My house.” She said, “You went by there.”
He looked at the foot of the bed for a moment, “Somebody burnt down your house, Ellan. You’ve lost everything.”
“Oh, no.” tears came unabated as she crumbled. She leaned against him, “Not my house. All my ancestors’ things were in that house.”
He hated seeing her this way. Not only did the girls at work hate her; but they hated their relationship. What they’re going to hate more is that they are immortal, “Ellan, honey. You can stay here as long as you need to. I have old stuff here too that I’m terrified of losing; we can share it.”
She shook gently against him as he whispered to her, “I had so much there I was working on. I almost had it right.”
“You mean everything in the house? You life?”
“Yes.” She looked at him, “But you’ve stuck around.”
“Well, that’s a good thing.” He smiled kissing her again. This time they didn’t just stop at the kiss.
Over the next few weeks, Ellan became more comfortable with Blake and decided to find a place nearby. Once she found a house that was partially furnished, she promised to be in touch. However, she became less social inside and outside of work. He knew things were going from bad to worse.
One night, Blake arrived at work earlier than usual. He needed to talk to Ellan about how the girls were treating her. He wanted her to talk to the boss about their attitude toward the two of them as workmates and partners in their shiftwork together. This was starting to affect their relationship too; she was becoming more withdrawn.
The jokes that used to be harmless pranks were now turning into dangerous games designed to hurt and - at times – attempts to kill Ellan. These girls’ jealousy was getting too much. Soon, it was going to turn into mutiny and Ellan was going to be the one they were going to beat up; but then they all didn’t know her secret. He did. This concerned him because it was hard for a vampire to find an honest job and to mix in with mortals; to make a living without being spotted.
On this night, he noticed from the loading bay shadows Ellan filling up the bins for collection the next morning. There were only three or four bags to go. She took her time as they were heavy and she didn’t want to give away her strength. But she didn’t get time to get to the last few as the door opened and five girls came out and circled her. The redhead knew she was in trouble by the way these ones all took turns catcalling and smacking her around. She was finding it hard keeping track of where the next attack was going to come from. They took great pleasure in this game; but Ellan kept her temper and did very little to fight back; as to do so would mean to sire or kill. But Blake could see she was finding it hard to stop herself. Then this little five-on-one took a turn he didn’t expect. One of the girls grabbed Ellan roughly and threw her into an unseen corner. This was when they all jumped on her and beat, punched, scratched and pulled her hair. He couldn’t see her and so had to move to a better position to watch this catfight as it progressed. As he climbed the side stairs next to the massive air conditioning unit, he witnessed a proud moment. Ellan’s demon showed its face. From her crouching position, she leapt forward and emitted an inhuman growl and the girls all ran screaming from the loading bay. Quickly, she grabbed one by the boot and didn’t let go for a few moments. The girl bucked and screamed; terror etched on her face as she clawed at the concrete to get away. The girl saw Blake standing there doing nothing to help her… just smiling at how Ellan had her.
“Help me, Blake.” She pleaded, “Please. Please!”
He looked at Ellan calmly, “Darling, it’s wrong. You know that. Wait until the boss is here.”
She cast him a sour look before pulling on her leg one more time; thus pulling another scream from the already traumatised girl then letting go. They watched as she staggered to her feet and ran from the loading bay hysterical sobs choking from her throat. Blake loved that smell of fear that humans put off; it was such a turn-on.
As the door slammed, he grinned and walked to Ellan’s side: “You really know how to scare the shit outa people.”
“I wish they wouldn’t pick as they do.” She sobbed leaning against the wall, “Now I’ve done it; I’m going to lose the only good job I’ve had in years.”
“By the way you held onto that bitch, you haven’t fed tonight.”
She looked at him, “I don’t get time.”
He glanced at the door before pulling off his jacket and slicing his arm, “Here have a little.”
“Where do you get it? When it’s walking around all the time?”
Blake smiled, “I have friends at the blood bank, the morgue, butchers. There are parties I go to where humans actually pay to get bitten.” As Ellan drank, he felt the turn-on this exercise gave him one time when a vamp went too far on him, “Not too much dear, just a little bit.”
As she finished up, Ellen could see it brought back memories for him. She smiled as she reached up and touched his face, kissing him; her fingers tangled in his hair.
Suddenly the door swung open and the group of five came back out with the boss. Some hangers-on were there too; to see what was going on. They knew those ones had been invited. Blake helped Ellan to her feet as he grabbed his jacket and put it back on.
The one who Ellan had held onto walked to her and shoved her with a broken fingernail: “She’s a monster. She turned into a monster and growled at us.”
“Don’t touch me.” The redhead mumbled, “You touch me again, I’ll show you what I was going to do to you.”
Blake took her hand gently, “Settle down, Ellan. Do you want this job or not?”
The boss walked to them in his grubby blue overalls. His dark eyes flicked from Ellan to Blake then back; regarding them calmly. He smiled as he looked down and pulled from his pocket a remote control and pressed a green button on it. The roller doors began to descend. He kept his back to the humans and his eyes on the two in front of him.
“Boss, aren’t ya goin’ to do somethin’?” one of the five asked.
“What were you five doing out here?” he asked as he turned around, “Ellan is on clean-up; she has authority out here and you don’t. Her partner in crime on this job is Blake. I put them together because you lot treat her like she’s leper; and when I gave her him,” He shook his head, “you got worse.”
The initial five looked at each other and one of them stepped forward, “You don’t understand, she’s a monster. She turned into something else when we …”
“When you made her angry.” He smiled knowingly.
Some of the girls looked at the roller door as it clanged home and locked. The door to the loading bay was suddenly closed too and they heard the deadlock clunk home. It was then, they realised something else was going on. Blake knew they all thought they were going to get a lecture and lose their jobs.
The boss looked at how many were on the loading bay and smiled, “I hired two new people and you lot don’t like them because they’re different.” He half-turned to Blake, “Tell them how you and Ellan are different, Blake.”
He regarded the boss before he looked at the girls: “Ellan and I have been keeping secrets from you all. The fact we’re together isn’t it. We’re vampires.”
The girls all burst out laughing as though he had told a fantastic joke. The boss, Ellan and Blake all joined and the boss walked up and patted one of the girls on the shoulder as he wiped away an imaginary tear, “You think he’s joking don’t you?”
By the time she looked at him, she realised Blake had told the truth and tried to back away, “No!”
The boss grabbed her roughly, pushed her against the wall and fed on her without a second thought. As he dropped her corpse, he turned and grinned, “Dinner time!”